Give it a TRY!!!

Today isn't a very good day for me. Reasons? Even I myself don't really know.

OK...Let's start from the early morning. Obviously, I didn't sleep well last night, most probably due to the excitement for e-learning. For the very first time, I attended a virtual classroom. Yes, I did pay for the class, which makes me feeling to be a 'real' student. So, it end up I woke up half an hour earlier than usual..6:30am I guess? At first, my mood is still in the excitation state, but it dwindled when I checked for my mail after my bicycle ride. Still..there's NO NEWS from uni...which REALLY got me down. Later, I continued with my reading on one of my 'prodigious' freind. He's 2 years younger than me...but he really amased me with his ability on manouevering English language. It seems like it's his mother tongue. Sometimes, I do wonder why I'm so hooked with his talent especially on language. Maybe just b'coz he's YELLOW as I am but forgetting tht his demand on Chinese maybe is not as good as I am...MAYBE???

Reading his blog conjured up my memories on many things...I too sometimes have the same kind of feeling...as in feeling myself is as tiny as an ant, lost in the middle of the way we called LIFE...bla bla and bla...but today, the thing tht encoded into my mind is not more thn an encounterment between a part-time salesman and him. In his blog, he said tht HE WAS LUCKY ENOUGH to have escape tht WAITING period...which I'm in NOW...though he's refering to SPM..instead of using 'wht the hell' or 'W.I.T.H', I would just like to use my OWN one...diu...

But the thing tht sadden me most is not he had gone through tht particular period, wht I care the most is actually HIS AGE!!He is 2 years younger thn me...but yet he's in the same academic state as me!!!Does it prove tht I'm tht bad? Is it? Being Absurd, I've been sulking all day long.

But perhaps, I wasn't tht bad after all. I saw a qoute on reader digest today, saying tht 'GENIOUS IS IMMEDIATE BUT TALENT TAKES TIME', so it does prove tht I CAN BE A TALENTED PERSON, ain't I? So here I am stepping one foot forward trying to manage my long lefted blog....ya~~JUST TRY....AND we'll see....

I hope to write further but my Korean drama addict is too tempting...haiz...so...CHIAO!!!