Awww....

Well, it seems like I do blog in a frequent pace nowadays. Reasons? Remain unknown. But from a crude view, most probably due to LONELINESS I think??? Maybe I just need someone to talk to, to share with in this anguish period where I'm actually reluctant to say it out loud to everyone..perhaps...

At first, my intention on subscribing Newscientist was as a resource to improve my English, and since I'm applying for medicine course, I bet it would be a perfect idea. But after sometime, I found it REALLY brainstorming, with umpteen facts and breakthrough in the science field. It's VERY tiring indeed, always reminding me bout the times when I was preparing for A-levels. Besides, it do help me to discover what I like actually. After those obstacles in Biology last year, I still find my interest in it. How fascinating...yet IRONIC, as I'd just been 'DUMPED' not long ago.

It's approaching the end of the month, but I still haven't got any news from the other 3 unis. Actually, I'm a bit non-puzzled by Mom's reaction. She seems so calm and confident that her daughter will definately get the seats. By scientific view, what has driven her to think so? Is there any proof or studies been made? Or just merely her instinct? That remains an enigma though.

Despite all those query that baffled me, there is an article I read yesterday which was quite enlightening yet compelling. I hate to read the history section always, but in this recent issue, it does revealed a story about a formidable doctor. 'She' masqueraded as a boy just to study medicine in Edinburgh. Ha, I felt like taunted. Then for her entire life, she devoted to the medicine field as to fight to better the condition for the troops, but end her life because 'she' had fallen as victim to an epidemic during the 18's. The military sealed her information because they felt they have been tricked. The life story of that caring yet quarrelsome, dainty yet dashing doctor had much more similarities with Eun Chan, the female character in Coffee Prince, which I describe as my 'cure' for my ailing heart previously.

'She' too, pretended to be a boy in order to get the job as she was the breadwinner of her family after the death of her father leaving them in destitute. She worked in a cafe, where eventually fall in love with the manager. After I read the article, I can't stand the temptation of continuing watching it. Yesterday, I watched the scene where the couples play around together. It really was an unforgettable scene watching Eun Chan and Han Kyul dating each other. Unlike conventional Korean drama love story, the way Eun Chan behave is to my liking. She did face the problem with the elders, but by unveiling all her feelings to her love ones, and treating all her difficulties optimistically made her a real admirable character to me. Just as soon as I found out the appropriate way of describing her will I pay my tribute to her in this blog.

But just at the moment, Anyong for blog, and say HI to Chan. Aza FIGHTING!!