Recovering

Suddenly, I have this sudden feeling to blog after indulging myself in dramas. Perhaps, an excuse for me to heal my soul after being rejected by Edinburgh. The feeling was awful, terribly horrible. For the first time I felt my heart was wringing, I felt abandoned, lost, insecure.

So, I end up watching Korean drama, to ran away, to change my attention on that being 'dumped' feeling. The drama was called The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince, casted by one of my favourite actress Yoon Eun Hye. It works actually, I mean by healing me. It was some sort of romantic comedy type, an ideal type for laughter. But I knew it can't be a 'long-term' solution to my slight. During the process, I do think a lot. Bout who am I actually, bout my future, bout why am I behind all of my friends, which way should I pave. I make up my mind, I knew I won't be insisting on medicine, becoz I hesitant of being suit in that field. I kind of wake up actually, realizing that my ultimate goal is still being a successful entreprenuer. So I made a decisive statement by my own: I'll GO FOR it if I'm unable with my science side. I'll live with my own style till then.

To my surprise, I discover that talking to freinds did help in curing your physocoligal problem, or precisely writing what you feel helps to release the tense in your inner side. I think that's the main reason why I am writing right now, because it HEALS beside indulging myself into the TV world. It's not long ago where I take blogging as a way to improve my English writing, but now, I would take it as a beloved freind, a freind who will be there with me, ALWAYS.