GUTS!!!!

It was not long ago since my "refurbished" first post entitled GIVE IT A TRY. In that post, it actually showed my feeble side, side where I'm not confident at all, coaxing myself to let myself out of the box.

And by this sudden, I caught the message from the Master of Feng Shui which he was trying to tell. I'M REALLY LACK OF GUTS. To perceive the theory is not an instant task, I made it through the IELTS preparation course which I have subcribed online and MSN's Horoscope description. I was feeling desparate the other day when I found out the reading section is not that easy to score as I thought before. Thing that make me down even more was actually the effort I have put in reading. I thought reading was the core subject in improving every aspect in English, but it came out that it was a sheer wrong. I thought by reading it would improve my speaking skills indirectly as they intermix, but still, I was wrong. Then it come to a conclusion that speaking might not be as difficult as I thought, all I need to do is PRACTICE!! I CAN DO IT! I should have hold the principle IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING and NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE earlier...it actually turns out to be much more easier than doing the IELTS reading...maybe...
But the important thing was, I SHOULDN'T be haunted by the band that Miss Angie gave me during my A-level time..a 5.5 band for it!YUCKS!!!!!!

Another thing is I'm doubtful if I made the right choice to subscibe Astro On Demand..it seems that the films are halting my process..AS IF...but it is worth-watching...just that I'm A LITTLE BIT addicted..haha...MISS Raymond Lam's voice..

Now, everyone seems to make a big fuss about Carbon Emission issue..VERY BIG..and as next month will be an 'Earth' month, in addition to MY 20TH BIRTHDAY, I wonder what I can do for Mother Nature and exploring myself.....